happy trip?unhappy trip?
im really havin fun in this penang trip..
but im also suffering on the last day too..
i rather i dunno anything..
like a stupid let ppl talk..
also dont want to know it..
but need to pretend that i dont know..
i dint..really dint..
dint jealous dint angry dint trying to treat u good..
im just wanna be a crazy gurl there and doing crazy stuff..
im just trying to be funny..
but it looks like i had failed to be funny..
and make it so complicating..
i hope the time can go back..
and i will not do so..
i really dunno what had i did..
and make everyone dislike me..
maybe i just dont suit to live in this world..
as i said..
im an alien..
should go back to my venus..
earth not suitable for me..
i will just making problems and everyone suffer for it..
im just like a problem maker..
no matter how hard i try not to make problems..
problems will still follow me..
and everyone beside me suffering..
everything is over..
its time to leave everything..
and back to my own life..
should i say lucky sam is over or unluckily its over?
i really dunno..